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.profile. .diaryland. .song. .story. .things. .records. .rings. .site. rough around the edges 2005-01-03 7:58 pm I woke up this morning with an inevitable sense of responsibility. I never make New Years resolutions or anything of the sort, but something about returning to LA on my own after a week with my family has knocked me on the head. I feel like an adult. No more slacking off. It's not enough just to mean well. I have to ACT like I mean well. Regardless of obstacles. A few months ago I wrote in my therapy journal, 'Creation doesn't have to be about writing. Creation can refer to making happiness out of nothing, making friendships out of distance, making beauty out of boredom.' Cheesy, but true. I wonder if other Manics fans actually know about Nicky and Richey or if the whole lot of them are just in denial. I have less and less to say these days. Does that mean I'm getting better? Who knows. Revelations make for wonderful words.
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